Thursday, December 10, 2009

Conffesions


Such A strong But deadly word........
My Confession:
"
I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey boy, what's up, it use to be just me and you
Meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Boy, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galexies
Just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause Boy I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown (town) I travel downtown
I wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
I love you always... way

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I (just you and I)
I will fly, I'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
I will try, until I die,
For for you and I
Can you meet me half way

I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish"
I layed There..... Your Back toward me..... Not A word said.
I will reseal my heart to a cold hear-ted Person Thought!
I dont want to Give something My energy....
To a person That says " They all said that" Period!
" Im not like the rest, But i guess the rest Fucked it up for me"
Am I Wasting my time..... Am I here for no purpose
Just for pleasure....
All i ask Is to talk.... Oh i Forgot Your not the talking type......
My energy Will Not be wasted to Dust!
Smiles On my part..
No more confession!


Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Treasured!

Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed
Song of songs love is calling daughter wake up from your sleep

Refined I'll become the most dazzling precious treasure
I'll be treasured over all the earth

Bearing the gift of a new heart
Patience ablaze I'm slowly burning

Refined ill become the most dazzling precious treasure
Ill be treasured over all the earth

I am in awe and in shock
I'm in love and given away
I'm reserved with these words:

Can I tell you a story as we dance while the sun starts to bleed
Trees rejoice with the wind here
Hallelujah, Yes Shua

Tonight I've become the most dazzling precious
I am treasured over all the earth
Just look at what he's done
How he's laying down his life
Take this life
Oh most dazzling precious treasure
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too

Best Freindz!



My ladies.......
My steps.....
My reasons.....
My Heart Beat....
My Drunken nights....
My reason For holding my hair up when im Throwing up....
My smiles....
My boyfriends......
My heart breaks.....
My tears......
My fears.....
My destiny.....
My lovers..........
These are the reasons why their in my life.....
Their souls make me...
They Take me with my Flaws....
They Give me advice....
They Bring me soup When Im sick....
They shake there ass when im Doing so...
When i fall In love they there to listen.
Through my depression
Through my sickness.
They never judged!
They never left me alone to suffer....
They always understood!
They always kept It real..
If i fucked up they will tell me.
They kept me in a straight line.
They are my valentines, my Christmas, My new years kiss!
There my personal stylist and my Simon. Mary is my Paula!
You Guys Are My spine.......
I thank you to, Ebony, Kathy, Leah And Mary,
My bitches, Sluts, Whores!!!! { Whore is Ebony LMAO} I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!




Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Love is Blind



Love is Blind......

Love could make you do the most foolish things.
Could make you turn against your true friends,
Your family.
Its makes you reveal your most valuable treasure.
and not even notice how expose you are.
They take your weakest memory and turn it against you.
You as a person in love dont even notice how much hurt they causing you
yes i will say it again love is blind.
You feel like your in Cloud 9
You feel so high.... You never want to touch the ground.
how can love be so devious!
how can it cause so much pain and hate to your heart,
when people sugar coat it to be something so beautiful and harmless.
Love....
yeah it look so pretty that word...LOVE.
I been Victim of Blind Love....
Some people just don't open up again.
They shut their heart and never let anyone in
They don't want to feel that pain again.
So me as a person that experienced Blind love.
And been through suffering,
Should i shut my heart.
No!!!!!!!
I wont, i still believe in true Love and its out there!
I will not give up on something beautiful, honest and pure.
I will crawl back into love......... I have stumbled to a path of happiness.
Could it be true love, HEY MAYBE.....
I wont give up... i wont threat him different because of the last man mistakes.
He is new, fresh and sensitive.
He doesn't discourage me from feeling happy.
He gives more than the reason to smile harder everyday!
Yes love is blind.... But i have learned my past..
I will Grow from my experience.
I will become better Friend, Woman and Lover.......