To The Love Of My Life!!!!!

Love of my life,
My soulmate

You're my best friend

Part of me like breathing

Now half of me is left

Don't know anything at all

Who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue

I'm lost in you

Don't know why I'm still waiting

Many moons have come and gone

Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all

And who am I to say you need me

Hmmm

Now you're a song I love to sing

Never thought it feels so free

Now I know what's meant to be

And that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me......

Right Thru Me!!!!!!

You Let Me Win,
You Let Me Ride
You Let Me Rock
You Let Me Slide
& When They Lookin
You Let Me Hide.
Defend My Honor
Protect My Pride.
The Good Advice
I Always Hated
But Looking Back
It Made Me Greater.
You Always Told Me
Forget The Haters
Just Get My Money,
Just Get My Weight Up.
Know When Im Lying,
Know When Im Crying
Its Like You Got It
Down To A Science
Why Am I Trying
No You Aint Buying,
I Tried To Fight It Back With Defiance.
You Made Me Laugh
You Make Me Horse
From Yelling At You
And Getting At You
Picking Up Dishes
Throwing Them At Chu.
Why Are You Speaking
When No One Asked You.
You See Right Through Me
How Do You Do That Shyt
How Do You
Cause You Say Nicki
And I Say Who Me?
And You Say No You
And I Say Screw You.
Then You Start Dressing
And You Start Leaving
And I Start Crying
And I Start Screaming
The Heavy Breathing
But Whats The Reason.
Always Get The Reaction You Wanted
Im Actually Fronting
Im Askin You Somthing
Yo Answer This Question,
Class Is In Session,
Tired Of LettingPassive Aggression
Control My Mind,
Capture My Soul
Ok Your Right
Just Let It Go.
Ok You Got It,
Its In The Can.
Before I Played It
You Knew My Hand.
You Could Turn A Free Throw Into A Goal.
Nigga Got The Peep Hole To My Soul.
Would You Just Stop Looking Through Me Cause I Just Cant Take It.
No I Cant Take It.

BrokenHearted Girl

This heart is shut closed In A steel safe....

Once i read Those words,

The key Drop down the draine....

Putting My hopes, My Dreams, My love in your hands

Once you spoke those words, you just crushed it all....

I told You since the beginning that ill be there for you....

Through Thick & Thin.

Some people they call me crazy

For fallin' in love with you

They can take me and lock me away baby

Cuz there's nothing those bars can do

I'll be the rising moon after the setting sun

just to let you know you'll always have someone

I'll be the clear as day when the rain is done

So you'll always know

Through the shake of an earthquake

I will never fall

That's how strong my love is

Like a ship through the storm we can risk it all

That's how strong my love is....

Well was...

I thought Nothing Could Break Us Down.

I saw our future with you....

yea i seen 25th anniversiry

I see our celebrating every valentine together

every christmas

new years

i see our wedding

Our Family

Our son!!!!

I convinced myself that you wont create a nightmare

but you have

now everynight is a nightmare for me

I dont know what love is anymore

what trust is between lovers..

I want my Butterflies back!!!!!!

So i sit Here and patiently

till you gain back everything and

prove to me that your love is real...

are we heaven bound!>?

Im here To Stay

I feel like I'm drowning in ice water

My lips have turned a shade of blue

I'm frozen with this fear

That you may disappear

Before I've given you the truth

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you

So you can see what I can't say

I'm dying here

'Cause I can't say what I want to

I bleed my heart out just for you

I've always dreamed about this moment

And now it's here and I've turned to stone

I stand here petrified

As I look you in your eyes

My head is ready to explode

I bleed my heart out on this paper for you

And it's all here in Black and white and red

For all the times

Those words were never said

I bleed my heart out just for you

The Hidden Truth

Walking Around this table.....

Seeing The File Of Playes...

Playes Reflecting On Our Live

On your LIES!!!!

The Confession Booth Right Across

Lets Confess

Now Here Goes Hands Down To The Lord

Look Into My Eyes

Do see

This is A person In love...

With YOU!!!

This Is Me . The Person That Will Walk Through Fire For You.

Jump In front Of A Silver bullet for you... My king!

I'm Ready To Spend The Of My life With You!

But I noticed Our Flaws

The Most Beautiful Thing A women Can Do Is To Bring Another Life Into This World.

But That Creation failed....

The Pain And The hurt Of Not Feeling That connection anymore Hunts Me In my Sleep...

I cant Stare At A happy Family...

But I'm alone in this.....

That Hurts more...

How Can That Be.

The Slight Request Hasn't been taken Serious

I wonder Why....So Much Has Been Said But nothing has been done.

Look Into My eyes

Do you See The Silent Tears Flowing down

Oh .... Lord Give Me the strenght...

To speak!!!!

To Be Continued................................................................. Amor!

Wrapped In Your Arms

Is this the whole picture

Or is it just the start?

Is this the way you love me?

You're capturing my heart

I used to try and walk alone

But I've begun to grow

And when you tell me just to rest

I'm finally letting go

I let go

And I'm here to stay

Nothing can separate us

And I know, I'm ok

You cradle me gently

Wrapped in your arms....

I'm home

I'm seeing so much clearer

Looking through your eyes

I could never find a safer place

Even if I tried

All the times I've needed you

You've never left my side

I'm clinging to your every word

Don't ever let me go

Don't let go

For Those Who Wait

This is for those who wait

Another day, another waiting game

A little different but it's still the same

I am here, but where's the one I'm longing for?

I'm having trouble feeling all alone

Will my heart ever find a home?

I want to hope but sometimes

I just don't knowI know

I'm not the only one

So we sing a lullaby to the lonely hearts tonight

Let it set your heart on fire,

let it set you free

When you're fighting to believe

In a love that you can't see

Just know there is a purpose

For those who waitI want to open up my eyes

I know that all I need is time

I'm growing stronger every single dayGod,

I'm going to lean into

You now.....

Letting go of all my fear and doubt

I can't do this on my own so I'll give

You control

I know I'm not the only one

The pressure makes us stronger

The struggle makes us hunger

The hard lessons make the difference

The pressure makes us stronger

The struggle makes us hunger

The hard lessons make the difference

And the difference makes it worth it

Unthinkable Chance

This is Impossible To Ignore...

The Truth is Thinkable

But lets take a chance....

Lets make It Unthinkable Love.

Lets smile everyday

And teach each other Our meaning of True Love.

All I Wanted Was U. To Smile And Say Ur Minez

I never Felt This Way.....

My First Happiness Might Be here.... Not Urz

Knowing that sadness Flows Through my vainz.

To share a Moment

To Share This Smile

To Share This Love

This One heart Joins Our Love In one.

The Unthinkable Love

Have U ever Loved something So pure

Who Better With Me..... All I have To say Is I love U

My Mind swirls with Decision But this One Its

UNTHINKABLE!

Because i love u!

"Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?

Closed your eyes and trusted, just trusted?

Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?

Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, "I just don't care"?

There you are, sitting in the garden

Clutching my coffee,

Calling me sugar You called me sugar" ~PINK

Clearance Through The Dark

When you join two hearts...
They share the pain and the scars that the past put upon.
You see them for who they are,
And understand them for their mistakes
Theres always this scars, this large, unbelievable, painful scar that doesn't make scenes.
Its always the First Heartbreak That Cuts The Deepest.
His is deep....
But unexplainable
The Fear Of passing The Line Of Love,
My Questions Will Be Unanswered
Don't wanna Ruin Our Laughs
I lay In the Dark and i feel the past
I lay In The Dark And I feel My Man
I lay In The Dark and Everything Makes Scenes
This First Scar Is the DEEPEST
To create a New Touch
They Want To Recreate it
To feel Loved
He Says " I'm a changed Man"
So much to research with my Eyes
With My own Judgement
So Much Is Cleared In the Dark
Who Am I Through All Of This
Whats My Role
Creation Of life
I feel In too Deep.
This Feeling " Love" Sometimes it Isn't cool....
I wish I didn't have this feeling...
Why did i fall in love.
When did it happen.
Damn Now its Morning... Here Come The light.
Time To put My smile And Create a Happiness!

Love????

If you said goodbye to me tonightThere would still be music left to writeWhat else could I doI'm so inspired by youThat hasn't happened for the longest time Once I thought my innocence was goneNow I know that happiness goes onThat's where you found meWhen you put your arms around meI haven't been there for the longest timeI'm that voice you're hearingin the hallAnd the greatest miracle of allIs how I need youAnd how you needed me tooThat hasn't happened for the longest time Maybe this wont last very longBut you feel so rightAnd I could be wrongMaybe I've been hoping too hardBut I've gone this farAnd its more than I hoped for Who knows how much further well go onMaybe I'll be sorry when you're goneI'll take my chancesI forgot how nice romance isI haven't been there for the longest time I had second thoughts at the startI said to myselfHold on to your HEARTNow I know the woman that you areYou're wonderful so farAnd its more than I hoped for I don't care what consequence it bringsI have been a fool for lesser thingsI want you so badI think you ought to know thatI intend to hold you for the longest time ........ <3

Deeply